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April 2017

This month could have been a better month, but I made due. A number of things have happened which is probably worth mentioning. Some of these changes will also have an impact on my goal of getting out of debt which will cause some setbacks. Also, someone out of the blue have contacted me which was not expected and finally got an appointment I needed for a few months, but will have to wait on the appointment.

First, for the contacts. My brother as usual will call about once a month, and offer some vague promise of visiting. This month, he called twice with the same vague promise which never happened. This is normal lately. He is also making some choices I would not agree with, but he is his own person, and he knows my opinion. I also received a call for a psychiatrist appointment which will hopefully address some of the severe anxiety issues I have. I won’t see the psychiatrist until the second week of May. I had been in need of a new one since January. Since I am not running around with a shot gun, I guess I am not a priority. A distant family member also got a hold of me by email asking if I had the contact information of my Aunt (Mother’s sister). This is not something I have, and have yet to hear back from her. I would assume as with most of my family, she won’t need of me any longer. Continue reading April 2017

January 2017

A few things have changed. I reactivated my Republic Wireless phone line to their Wifi Only plan. This is about $10. Since I terminated the relationship with the previous psychiatrist, I had to look for another resource to address my social anxiety. It doesn’t seem as anything I do have been very successful.

On the second week of December, I went to a new clinic which I had an assessment, and they informed me that I should get a new therapist and psychiatrist anywhere between 1 and 3 weeks. I am also to call if I don’t get a new appointment by the 31st.

I also seem to be having problems with Puretalk (a cellular provider). I received my SIM card at the end of the first week, but either the service activation, or the SIM card failed to provide me with service. This has led to a change in my initial plans while I tried to get the problem resolved.

November 2016

Still been having some issues with dealing with crowds. My pain psychologist has suggested speaking with my representative at the community center which I have done. I didn’t expect much, and while she tried to help, didn’t give anything I hadn’t tried already.

Acquired a new Windows 10 PC which is functioning reasonably well, and a Chromebook PC. My goal is to see if I can get everything (or most things) done on a Chromebook which should make future PC acquisitions easier. The Windows 10 PC is a laptop/tablet hybrid and actually works nicely. My main gripe is the lack of an SSD, and no apparent means of upgrading the hard drive.
Continue reading November 2016

October 2016

Not much happened in October. I seen my psychiatrist which has been impotent in his desire to help me with what I see him for. Also signed up with the food bank associated with the community center I joined. While this will mean I will have to take two buses, it also means no waiting in lines, and the issues I had with the more local food bank is reduced. Not much else has been going on. My sister sent an SMS but she has been unreliable in communicating and when she does, it is always about her.

No plans for November. I noticed an increased in my Amazon credit line which will likely mean I will replace my worthless notebook, and consider trying to move everything to Chrome based systems for future use. There is hardware that will only work on Windows, so I will need a Windows machine for that at the very least. Will just have to make due with or without.

August 2016

This month could have been better. Not much happened. I acquired an iPad Mini 2 which in most instances performs inferiorly to my former Nexus 7. If I had a choice between the two, it would have been an Nexus. I got a new counselor with the community center my pain psychologist recommended. I will have an initial appointment with her in the second week of September. Got a new wallet which will reduce the bulk that I would otherwise carry.

Someone asked if I will take their dog for a couple of reasons. I told them I and Malak will have to meet with the dog, and a few things will need to happen first. I was supposed to meet with the dog on one of the weekends late in the month, but never happened. Continue reading August 2016

June 2016

A bit of things happened this month. I have a couch sitting in the middle of my center room as I can’t get the help to move it out right now. I seen my anesthesiologist in which they replaced my NSAID that wasn’t doing much with another NSAID, and a muscle relaxant. I also am now being prescribed a new Anti-Anxiety medicine which will likely take a month for it to work.

I went to the food bank in the third Wednesday which is the only day they distribute. I got a good quantity of meat which is a good thing. Along with what I bought with food stamps, should hopefully support me through until my food stamps for July comes through. Continue reading June 2016

Why I Surrendered Talisa

For those that know me knows I had a female Blue Doberman that I had for more than 4 years. She was a very important part of my life and as cliche as this would sound, she has always been there for me. However, in September, she has broke in a serious skin problems. With that being said, and with the fact that I only get $750/month (Poverty is about $1,000/month for a single person), it was hard to get her into the vet’s office now. When she got into the vet’s office, she was prescribed steroids, and anti-biotics which if it wasn’t for the assistance of a local person who felt for the issue at hand, it would have been just as much of a challenge to get her prescriptions filled. This lasted for about a week after her last steroid, and then she started to get her skin irritation again. Considering that any channels I had to get the resources needed to get her in for testing has failed – I had two choices.

  1. Keep her, and then eventually she suffers without the care she needs
  2. Surrender her to a resource where she can get the care she needs

Continue reading Why I Surrendered Talisa

May 2015

Not much happened this month. I had an appointment with my anesthesiologist, and since finding a doctor of his recommendations on my own has been unsuccessful, I had ask for his referral. In turn, he is referring me to the the previous office that I had dealt with that I wasn’t in approval of that anesthesiologist. Thankfully, this will not be the reason I will go. I have an appointment in the first week of June, but personally not sure what talking about my pain will do – but I trust my doctor (or I wouldn’t be with him), so I am going to give this a neutral attempt.

Nothing else happened. I bought Xavier (my youngest nephew) a tablet, which was a 2 for 1 special. I kept the second one which in my opinion has been less than suitable. I will be writing a review on it later in June. Otherwise, not much else happened in May.

Technology Posts Returning

A year ago, I decided that not everyone would want to see technology related content on my site. After almost a year, I hadn’t seen much change in feedback or other notations for the change. So, as of June 10, 2015 – fsp.technology will be terminated, and not renewed. The postings from there are being imported into this site which will reduce the number of sites with my content by one. The site will also redirect to this page until the domain name expires which the domain will be removed from my Hosting records.

The decision of this change is to reduce costs as the registrar fee for .technology domains don’t warrant the benefit of the domain name.

April 2015

Not much happen this month. I had went to a couple of appointments – both of which were a waste of time. When I see my anestesiaologist in May, I will get recommendations from him. Also, a couple of domains of mine expired, and I will not be renewing them. This is to reduce costs. Not much else happened this month. The dogs got a long walk, but hadn’t got them on as many as I wanted too.

In May, I will have a doctor’s appointment which I will of course go to. Otherwise – very little is planned for the coming month.